HURT.

I knew you were trouble.

Thats what i can think of now. I never was oblivion of this but i never in my wildest dream had wondered you could hurt me...

That too , to this extent.

"soul so beautiful, heart so pious..
Perhaps a dream much desired..."


This often happens to us. Each one of us. We TRUST people and then they just do not understand the value of it. They lie. Each time. But you imprudently want to believe in all of them. They talk about you behind your back(definitely, not in a good way) and you still yearn to talk to them.

Later, it dawned on me that the things i have always discerned to were all actually true. Each one of them. All my fears actually came out to be true. :)

People will always be like that. You certainly WILL get HURT . You won't find people to smother you with affection. You will be left along by your near ones. But it is you who gotta choose to the creatures for whom it is worth suffering for.

Say thank you to god for letting you suffer. Because these are the moments that make you  understand the shitt called happiness. :)

Always adhere to your self.

*teary blessing*